ibland är livet inte rättvist...
Mom ... my dear little mother ..
where was I when you need me as very most ..
My wonderful dear mother .. I wish I could have helped you ..
I wish that everyone else had been able to help you too from all the evil that took you down.
there is nothing in this whole world who can do something that makes me get you back to me.
I feel so terrible that you will not see my first child or when I get married ...
You will not even see me graduate from high school that you so often talked about how much you longed for it.
You spoke often of how proud you were of me.
every time I met you on where you are always happy and you hugged me as if the whole world would fall apart over our heads and you would protect me. You were always so incredibly happy when we met, like nothing else in the world existed during that time you were with me ...
there is probably no man on this earth who was so considerate and kind as you were. you took all the others before yourself and that was also what was bad for yourself.
I told you several times a week how much I love you and I are about to talk ..
I could however, gone and seen you more often than I did and I hate myself for now but it's something I can live with ...
A relative of mine said that when she was sleeping so she saw you jump, and then she saw that lelle brought to you ... hugged you and walked away ... something like "it will be all right now, I'll take care of you" and then you went away. it felt incredibly good to hear it for the thought that it hurt when you hit the ground ...
what hurts me most is that I will never meet you ... and never get to hug you again .. Never ever I will just sleep in my mom's lap and feel safe ...
I know you watching over me in heaven and that you are with me all the time ... and I hope you are doing well now and feel calm and peace ... Now you do not have to struggle more to get it good and feel good ..
I love you and will live my life for you ... world's greatest mother .
A relative of mine said that when she was sleeping so she saw you jump, and then she saw that lelle brought to you ... hugged you and walked away ... something like "it will be all right now, I'll take care of you" and then you went away. it felt incredibly good to hear it for the thought that it hurt when you hit the ground ...
what hurts me most is that I will never meet you ... and never get to hug you again .. Never ever I will just sleep in my mom's lap and feel safe ...
I know you watching over me in heaven and that you are with me all the time ... and I hope you are doing well now and feel calm and peace ... Now you do not have to struggle more to get it good and feel good ..
I love you and will live my life for you ... world's greatest mother .
Rest in peace....
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